Sometimes...

"Sometimes, silent does not equals consent;
Sometimes, I just care too much about your feelings to hurt you.

Sometimes, I wonder whether I'm supposed to tell you when you're stumbling;
Sometimes, I just want you to know I'll be here for you whenever you need me.

Sometimes, I pray that you will wake up;
Sometimes, I wish I were the one asleep.

Sometimes, the truth can hurt us;
But sometimes it is what's best for us.

Sometimes, a smiling face does not equals happiness;
Sometimes, a smile can hide a hundred complicated feelings underneath.

Sometimes, I hate myself for never being able to express myself well in person;
Sometimes, I'm just happy I can blog freely here.

Sometimes, I wonder what would things be like if YOU took me back today itself;
Sometimes, I just know there is still too much left undone that YOU have willed me to do in your plan."



Dear God, sometimes I really don't know what to do, how to react in certain circumstances, why you have put me in this mess and when will everything be alright.

But I do know this :

Sometimes YOU let me grow through learning the harder way; YOU teach me how to walk the narrow way of faith by guiding me YOURSELF.

Sometimes I do not know why everything is this way, why I am made the way I am now. But sometimes I just know YOU love me too much to make me sad. When it hurts inside, YOU hurt too.

Father, sometimes I may stray, sometimes I may run away. But every time, it is YOU who picks me up from where I've fallen, who listens to me when I cry in remorse...

It is YOU who always remains unchanging and sometimes I just wonder, what is it that YOU see in me. I've come to a conclusion, there is nothing special, just that sometimes, all it takes is a word so simple yet a deed so complicated and wonderful as LOVE.