Frustrated

Sequel to Previous Stupid Post:

Yes, I can't talk to anyone now. Which might explain why I'm ranting away here. It's lame and stupid really.

And I HAVE to appear offline, if not, it will seem that I'm purposely ignoring and very rude. I know, this is stupid of me.

The thing is, he is continuing the conversation. WHY MUST YOU BE SO POLITE!!!!???!!!! 

(T_T) I'm frustrated now. Seriously. I should have just put my foot down and said good night after my last reply right? Then he would not be so nice and inquire about people la.

So here's the plan.

Steps to take:

1. Don't reply eagerly and remember past mistake. Done. DON'T REPLY NOW K.

2. Shout out to God! :'( Done.

3. Go out slowly and fill Water Bottle. Check.

4. Take towel and get another COLD SHOWER to clear my irrational thoughts. And to stop myself from doing wrong things.

DAWN PLEASE GROW UP! LIKE SERIOUSLY LORH! 

5. Check time. Decide whether to reply tonight or tomorrow in FORMAL and polite tones. Nothing personal.

6. Pray tonight before bed to block out this stupid unnecessary excitement and feelings.  

I am such a horrible failure. 

Dear Dawn,

WHEN WILL YOU LEARN?