When can I learn to keep it shut? Here I am, blabbing away personal secrets to this random crush on Facebook. And guess what? Today B is staying with him, I'm so screwed. And I didn't dare to look at him the WHOLE day, even when we were sitting in the same car, coz I'm so ashamed becoz he knows!
Fine, at least the secrets are about myself. Okay, this self comforting thought is not really working.
GOD!!!! Why am I always humiliating myself??? So now what? You'll think he knows already right? Just when I berazam want to stop this nonsense! There I go again, plunging into awkwardness!!! WHICH IS REALLY UNNECESSARY AND UNWANTED!
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