Yes, the first week of 2012 has passed. During my first week of work, I just told everyone that this is the year I want to walk out of my "cute shell" and start being all grown-up and positive. Then there was this incident where I stood up like a politician and told my colleagues that we must all stick together and be happy and positive coz it's a new year and happy 2012!
Everyone laughed. Not because I'm always acting like a cartoon. But Karen spoke on behalf of everyone. She said "我们好象bat lao都很乐观,很积极的,除了你."
Then it hit me. What a horrible horrible whining person I must be. In fact, come to think of it, I'm always the first to think of the worst; be scared and start jittering when conflicts or problems crop up.I have officially earned myself the title of "Ms Pek Cek" in office. Coz I'm always feeling pek cek.
:( Hmmmm~ that's why my new year resolution is to start having a positive mindset.And to start learning to praise God despite difficult situations. So far, I'm much better already.
Actually I'm considered really really blessed. Blessed because of all the people around me who really care for me. Have been OT-ing every day for this week until 8pm plus and 9pm. By the time I reach home , it is normally 10pm plus. Super tired, but I feel so touched.
Yesterday Karen and Yong Ai purposely stayed back with me to fetch me home and have dinner with me. Then today, Mr L and Karen were both staying back as well. I found it a bit weird coz Karen was just helping us with our current work and Mr L was printing contracts one after another, but after that, sitting down and half chatting with us after he had finished his work.
I then told them not to work too late coz 2moro night we have a roadshow after work again. I informed them that I would be leaving at 8.45pm coz my bus would be reach at 9pm. Karen then told me that I actually have a big car waiting for me to finish work(Her Avanza) and that my colleagues all have 意气 won't let me go home late alone. (P/s: Karen stays in Subang Jaya herself). Then Mr L stood up and said, actually, all this time, he was waiting for me to finish my work so he could fetch me back. (P/s: Mr L stays in Ampang)...And he did fetch me back even though he was dead dead tired and yawning all the way through the rain. I was sooo touched! Here are two people, staying back just because they were worried about my safety. And this always, always happens!
God is so good to me! And I really appreciate all my colleagues!
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On a 8 gua side note, this year started with a lot of 烂桃花.同事说我经常给错signal,所以才会引起狂蜂狼蝶, 但如今还是单身. I will never be friendly to random people again liao lah!!!! And I am not ready for a relationship!!!
Mr L曾经告诉过我,他不明白为什么我会被人飞,因为如果是他的话,一定不会飞了我. 我告诉他,那是因为你没有跟我拍过拖, 所以才不会飞了我.他说那唯一的解释是我太emo,都把人吓跑了.是啊,June 妈咪说,以我的性格和形象,身边通常都会有很多男生追才对 ;我的脆弱,一开始可能引人产生保护欲,也觉得很可爱.但我的依赖迟早会让人感到不耐烦,甚至很快厌倦.所以妈咪说她今年的目标是要让我学习自立坚强,改变形象.
Hmmm~ I am 24 this year. I believe God will mold me to become a bigger and better person in the year 2012. Single or not, I don't care so much anymore. :)I will be positive!
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