Friday, 16 January 2009

How Much Have I Changed?

I have so many things I want to blog about...All my experiences at the CF camp retreat (yes, it is very belated and yet to come out of the oven soon...the blog is REALLY LONG ok? then, there's a funny story told to me by one of my hometown friends(real experience) and school life...about relationship and so on...

BUT,

for the moment, I am very sleepy and just want to unwind a bit before bed...so erm...this is kinda unrelated to the above subjects which I promise will be blogged about soon...But i just want to find out how much I have changed compared to last year...haha...

*ahaha...anti climax? I know i know...The first para sounded colorful and promising
...but i say again, this is MY blog right?

Just bear with me la...

This test is from Personality100: A Free Excerpt from my Personality Report‏

Your Comparison to the Average
Extroversion

You are somewhat less outgoing than the average female is. Most females like to keep themselves busy with continuous interaction,conversations, and the company of others. You also enjoy these things,but having some time on your own is equally important to you. Thisis one of the guiding parts of your personality.The average male and the average female differ slightly in their extroversion level. The average male tends to be less extroverted than the average female is.

SEE! most people who don't really know me think I am the very "sunny" type of girl, noisy, loud, outspoken and so on...not that I mean to act, seriously not giving excuses, but I tend to act tough towards those I'm not really close with...It is a reflex response...a sort of auto gear thingie that pushes my personality towards "Hide your vulnerable self" mode...It is very "xin1 ku3" and makes me hard to breathe sometimes...To those I'm really close with, deep inside, I am dependent, lost, emotional, quiet at times, sensitive observer and seriously a totally different person from my cheerful outgoing outlook"...erm...ya...How many of you know the real me? In my university, I would say, less than 5 people? haha...sad case? yes...i AM sad...


Emotionality

You are somewhat more reactive to your feelings and moods than the average female is. When it comes to emotions, you feel them more intensely than the average female does. This is one of the guiding parts of your personality.

The average male and female are similar in their level of emotionality. Women, however, tend to talk about their feelings and emotions more than men do. Starting in early childhood, girls are encouraged to express their feelings more than boys are.

See...I told ya I'm a sensitive person...though I may not show it out loud sometimes...


*anyway, I am NOT going to buy the 100 page report for 29.95 freaking US dollars!!! Haha...daylight robbery merh? Not that desperate to know...so setakat ini la...=)

Now for my second test, haha...Talk about how true is true! This is SOooooo accurate!!!!Oh, it is from my Personality24-questions - report trial...haha. Let's read what it says about me.

Your Personality Style Description:
Dawn is a fact finder and does things "by the book". She can be sensitive if others are being critical of her work, especially if they have not carefully reviewed all the data. Dawn clarifies expectations before undertaking new projects, and she works hard to meet standards. Dawn will typically maintain a neat and orderly work environment.

This is SOOOOoo ME!

Dawn is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. Dawn is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational.

Your verdict? Please comment...hahahaha...

Dawn prefers to work through problems by analyzing things that worked in the past. She is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if Dawn has confidence in their ability. She is someone who is able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if another person volunteers first.

That is how I treat my group members...100% ME!!!

Others see Dawn as a versatile person whom they rely upon to break up monotonous or routine situations. She tends to be individualistic, and may sometimes prefer to do things outside of the team. Dawn may even be perceived as "restless", since she tends to move quickly from one thing to the next.

Erm...I think so? hahaha...

However, I am NOT going to spend $19 to get my full personality report... Personality tests can be addictive...hahaha...

On a more abstract side,

here is the 3rd (okay...AND LAST) of my tests for the day :

Personality Test - Report

Neuroticism
87%
Extraversion
34%
Openness to Experience
32%
Agreeableness
11%
Conscientiousness
41%

You are not generally self conscious about yourself, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans.

This report compares you to other women between the ages of 21 and 40 in Malaysia.

Neuroticism
Overall Score
87
Anxiety
77
Anger
84
Depression
69
Self-Consciousness
57
Immoderation
81
Vulnerability
94

You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are not generally self conscious about yourself. You feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.



Extraversion

Overall Score
34
Friendliness
50
Gregariousness
33
Assertiveness
57
Activity Level
42
Excitement-Seeking
32
Cheerfulness
20

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.



Openness to Experience

Overall Score
32
Imagination
74
Artistic Interests
40
Emotionality
70
Adventurousness
41
Intellect
2
Liberalism
29

Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You prefer the security and stability brought by conformity to tradition.



Agreeableness

Overall Score
11
Trust
58
Morality
0
Altruism
39
Cooperation
17
Modesty
40
Sympathy
11

You mostly assume that people are honest and fair, however you are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy.



Conscientiousness

Overall Score
41
Self-Efficacy
50
Orderliness
75
Dutifulness
19
Achievement-Striving
49
Self-Discipline
14
Cautiousness
42

You are moderately confident that you can achieve the goals you set yourself. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly.

This report was created by learnMyself.com


Okay...Enough before you get sick of reading about personality tests.LOL

On a totally UNRELATED topic, haha...my sis's friend, Jonathan Tan showed me these two sites to test our typing speed...


Well, http://speedtest.10-fast-fingers.com/ is the easier one...big words and easy to read...haha...

Something a little harder with words smaller than the previous would be http://www.typingtest.com/

For the first test, I scored around

Net Speed: 78 WPM
(words/minute)
Accuracy: 95%
Gross Speed: 81 WPM

For the second test I typed around 81 words per minute ... this means I still have plenty of room for improvement...hahahaha...

If asked when my typing speed started to really magically pick up? Well, my answer would be during foundation (2006), when I was living in Millennium Court (now Massa College) and chatted via MSN with Kricia Bong (full name again =p) who lived a floor below me...haha...jee, she does type fast...seriously people! haha...so, what's YOUR score? the tests are addictive and it is exciting and really satisfying as you try to beat your own score each time...well, practise makes perfect =D...i strongly believe so...hahaha.

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